It’s not what I planned for. It’s not what I asked someone to do it for me. But this day is what I always wanted to happen (as per my previous private blogs). It’s a day when I would be with someone whom I wanted to be with. Not even in my dreams that this day would ever come. It’s like a scripted movie. It’s when the time when you want to pause a scene in the movie because you want to absorb what has just happened. It’s the scene when his hand touches mine. I stare at him and remove it when he sees his eyes on me. We walked together towards nowhere and still never thought on sitting down. I started to feel so close to him just sitting together in a place where I don’t understand why we’ve even come there. It’s so hard to say goodbye after the day. I want to hug him at that moment and tell him how happy I am to be with him but I just can’t. If there is only a rewind button for that moment, then I would do it. I feel total happiness just because of these moments. Suddenly, I am asking myself, “Why I am feeling so happy after this day?” I am not sure, but I am sure of one thing: I never felt so happy like this before. Is this love? A deep infatuation? I don’t know. It just happened for 7 hrs maybe. I don’t even know if it would ever happen again. If not, I would forever cherish this day. I am not anticipating but I am very hopeful for another great day with my one great love… (eeewww baduy but true)
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